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not mine, keisushi gakuin

Writer's Block: As the Cookie Crumbles

Posted on 2009.09.01 at 21:45
If you ran the fortune cookie factory, what message would you make sure gets put in a cookie?
Today you must... (go get another cookie for the end of the sentence)


not mine, keisushi gakuin
Posted on 2009.08.20 at 11:10
Where am I? Seriously!: Taiyou ni
How am I feeling?: anxiousanxious
Singing: School Days - Hey!Say!BEST
My mother is one of those persons who are afraid of dead. No, let me put it the way it is:
My mother is like all the persons in this world, and she is afraid of dead, maybe one of the difference between her and others, is that she says she is afraid of dead.

It has been always like that, when I was a child, I used to comment things like: "When my dad/grandma/uncle dies...", although, I wasn't able to finish any of this sentences, never, because my mother used to look at me terrified saying: "Shut Up! Don't talk about it..."
... my point is, that my mother has this philosophy: "If you talk about dead, someone will die" ... and somehow, it is possible. I have a few examples, but I'm not putting them, first because is not respectful, and second, because, honestly, my english isn't in that conditions.

In my daily rutine, there are some thing I do when I remember, one of those things is praying. I should be ashamed, I know, and I am. But somehow I can't help it. I try, I swear.

In those days I pray, there are a few and for sure inmature things I ask to God about. The people I care about, and the things I care about...
... I'm not going to say more about it, just because I don't think this is the place, and somehow, if I tell you, nothing will happen, like with the wishes. Ha.
I even have an order, like in priorities.

[And I remember, when I was little, I forgot eveything. One day, I just realized I couldn't remember anything. It was one of those things that happen, and somehow, you feel like, you don't know your life before those things.]

Weird, right?

What's the deal about all this?
I don't have an idea. I just thought it was something. This last days I'm thinking about everything about my life and keeping it in my mind and heart as a treasure...
... it's like I had realized that I'm going to, you know... Die, someday. And all this fatalistic situation is about some of my stupid fears.

I don't know when I'm going to die, and I don't know how. And I don't really want to know it.

Have a nice day, people. Live.

not mine, keisushi gakuin

I always forget the subject

Posted on 2009.08.17 at 10:16
Where am I? Seriously!: My bed, again. I really need to shake that lazyness.
How am I feeling?: lazylazy
Singing: Code - Ryo Nishikido (NewS)
So... I had planned to write here every two days (just because I'm a perfectionist, and the calendar in the entrie side looks nice like a chess table).

But, no. I couldn't. Honestly, because I forgot about it, and because I have less important but more interesting things to do.

It's actually funny the way things suck my attention when I turn on the computer. Firstable, Twitterfox. Then Kamichan's Toolbar, which takes me to LiveJournal, and then...
Well, there's no then. I just forget what I had to do and I start doing some random stuff like downloading, the news, messenger, even Facebook. <--- And trust me, I'm totally get over that adictive social network *nervous tic*

So, I definitively have a lot of things to do, and I'm not doing them! ... because I really love to procrastinate. Do you know what that means? "Procrastination is a behavior which is characterized by the deferment of actions or tasks to a later time." <--- It's amazing how Wikipedia turns everything in something extremely serious.

I'm starving, so I better get out from here.
I think I will eat, and then I will write all my to-do's in priority order; I told you I was a perfectionist.

Have an excelent week.

not mine, keisushi gakuin

Oh, men.

Posted on 2009.08.05 at 18:03
Where am I? Seriously!: Wonderland Traaaain~
How am I feeling?: peacefulpeaceful
Singing: Love, Love, Love - Epik High
Things are really getting weird around LJ, it's kinda awkard because I'm looking for nice vibes as in other places.
I just get in here, for posting if I feel like/checking replies/posting interesing stuff...
... but apparently, there is a kind of war of fansubs against re-posters or fansubs against fansubs... You get it, ne?
... Even I'm not sure what's going on, I think I can give reason to both sides of the situation. I'm not getting in any side... we all here for the same thing, ne? Hey!Say!JUMP loving :)

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Hello, everyone!

Posted on 2009.08.03 at 19:01
Where am I? Seriously!: Home, sweet, home
How am I feeling?: creativecreative
Singing: Su.Ri.Ru (Thrill) - Hey! Say! BEST
I'm not sure what am I going to do with this thing; it might become just a diary, for saying what I think could be interesting, but I'm sure I won't update often (It all depends, sometimes I just get really addicted to social networks, sometimes I just don't); althought, I am sure I won't put any downloadable media, maybe I will put it, but with owner's credits...
(Oh, yes... This days I have been around LiveJournal, I have realized that fansub-copyright it's an important and tricky little thing)
I'm not a fansubber, and I'm not good at ripping or getting unpublished material. I actually opened my account because I wanted to being able to make comments and replaying the entries of those who doesn't accept anonymus comments. Why ? Because I don't like, for example, taking videos/songs/scans/others, without leaving at less a: "Thank you!"
Why? Well, firstable, because I think they deserve it. For example, a fansub, I mean, they work a lot, translating, editingm ripping and making videos, and I think that -unless they ask for a favor that I'm able to do, thing that you should do, I like making people happier than they were when I meet them- is the only thing I can do for them, and not doing it will make me feel and look like a mean, selfish, and ungrateful person.
I know, that downloading instead of buying the original CD's, makes me an even worst person, but I don't have money... Don't get confused, I'm not trying to give an excuse for getting media without paying...
(Thing that I'm sure, we all have done, and thing I'm sure some persons doesn't think it's bad, shame on you, guys, shame on you!)
....but I am just sixteen, and I live in México... Do you know the odds of getting a JE CD or even a photobook/calendar/poster without a credit card in here? It's imposible! Unfortunatly.

Anyway, you know, people... When I grow up *here I start to dream about my unknow and not sure future* I'm going to spend my first salary in J-Pop stuff... ^ ^ Promise! <--- I'm getting a tatoo in my forehead to remember it every day. Just kidding, it will be in my right arm.
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